Wandering ramble
This blog serves as my notepad, journal, scrap paper, canvas, diary, shrink, stress outlet and happy place. For some of the reasons why I created my blog read my posts for the month of November. WARNING: Thoughts and ideas may flow without any structured course.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Sunday, April 09, 2006
Birthday wish
A birthday can be used as a time for introspection. A time to make a review of the past years actions. A time to focus on the direction the coming year is headed.
A time to pray and ask G-d for the help and strenth needed to overcome future obstacles.
Today is the birthday of the Rebbe, leader of our people.
For some the Rebbe has never been gone, but for me, sadly, it's different, I can't see him. There are days I stop wondering about the hows and whys; but I know a day dosen't pass that I don't miss him.
I've shed more tears for my Rebbe then for any other person in my life or any other tragedy I've experienced.
Some people have told me it would be the same if he were still here, that his being around wouldn't change me. They say "if you can't follow his teachings and directives now you would have found another excuse if he were still here".
Maybe they're right.
Why don't we try giving it a shot this year and we'll see what happens.